| | And so I write. To take a moment and pause for some reflection is of no particular consequence. Has anything changed since last time? I would say no. I have taken steps to break free from the monotomy of my every day life. However, they were temporary and now I am no different from months ago. In my attempts to transform myself, harsh truths only reinforced their inconvenience. Living by myself has made me more self reliant. At the same time, I have spurned the opportunities to meet others and grown more suspect of those around me. I, for one, should know that adhering to ideals is extremely difficult, but I also wonder why some people do not aspire to reach them. Certainly chance plays a role in any one of our lives. It may prevent or allow specific incidents or events from happening for better or worse. But lately, I feel as if luck has shunned me from her view. Accidents are never happy any longer. They have to be accounted for and cleaned up.
If you do not try, you cannot fail. If you do not trust, you cannot be betrayed. If you do not love, you will never be heartbroken.
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